Promise of an Eagle, to a Friend
for Rita Hartje
— Sin &
Confession
You’ve asked me to speak of eagles.
Of diurnal flight over moonlit
valleys.I was to offer you the brazen talon
of its faith, hope, and love. As a song.
But I lied when I said I could
spring
this bird from my heart
willingly.I betrayed myself into thinking
I was the keeper of its valor. I am not.
In truth, it flies through me but doesn’t see
me.
A ghost of old tears
reflects from its eyes.And though my soul is wretched and my ego has lied,
I long for your unconditional love. In dreams…
So many nights I’ve
fallen asleep in your heart!
Awoken in the world your
words have built.I can’t kiss your angelic face, but I hear its soft music.
It sings that our distance is illusion. It’s not real.
—
Redemption
You’ve asked me to speak
of eagles.
Of nocturnal flight over
sunlit peaks.To take your hand, guide you across clouds,
and illustrate the strength of God. I have. In you.
With faith, hope, and
love under wing,
you have flown softly, quietly through
me.The embers of your saintly energy
raining down upon my soul. I weep.
Because you, my friend, are the
eagle.
You see me.
Jason Sturner grew up in the concrete jungles of
Illinois, where he has been a rock drummer, elevator operator, graphic designer,
and botanist. His poems have appeared in such publications as Space and Time Magazine, Aoife's
Kiss, A Prairie Journal,
Liquid Imagination, Blind Man's Rainbow, and
Sein und Werden, among others. He currently lives near the Great Smoky
Mountains. Website: www.jasonsturner.blogspot.com
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